You've gone for a long time, gone away... to somewhere very far... Do you remember? When happiness leaves me alone in this cruel society. Noone hears me, cares about a little timid girl... until one day... For the first time in my life, i've found out a reason to live happily. It's the day i met you. In a cold rainy day, you appeared with a gorgeous smile. Like a sunshine shone brightly in my heart. Your eyes suddenlly stopped at me and slowy, you said : "It's raining." "I know, don't you see my eyes are still working?"- sadly i replied. "I see your eyes, but i can't see your raincoat, shall you let me lend you this?" and you showed me your umbrella. I'd thought that i shouldn't but you just say :"I still have some work so I'll stay here for a long time, don't care about me" and you walk away, suddenly as when you appeared. I haggard for a while, then started at the thinking :"Who's he?" Will you feel wierd when a strange boy give you a help? But anyway, I still had to use that umbrella to go to the bus stop.
That night, I couldn't sleep. I felt this life was not so bad as I thought before. I try to analised all my troubles in a new way. And I found out, Dad and Mom are busy just because they worry about my future. And friends can't always make us happy, they have their own life too. A strange boy and an umbrella, had made me think again about other's manner.
Next day, I went there, hoped can see you. And you had stood there...next to the bus shelter...
Came home with your little profile, I didn't know that you had given me a big change. I became happier, talkative and started a true friendship. Everyday, I called you, told you what happened with me in that day and heard about your problems. I and you've shared not only happiness but also sorrow, and you, are my first real friend. Some months later, I stood where we first met, wanted to make you suprise. But you didn't appeared. I ran home, picked up the phone and punched the familliar number. I felt something bad had happenned. Noone answered although I had been waiting for 10 minutes. I remembered I redialed for about 5 times. I made myself a cup of tea to calm down. I tried to belive that you've just gone out. But why was my heart beating so fast? Why didn't it led me to your house earlier? If yes, I may see you the last time before you've gone away...
- No, that family's gone. About 2 days ago. Messages? No, they left with all of their luggages, no letters.
As the house owner stopped, i felt dizzy. I dragged my feet home. You left without a word, no goodbye, suddenly like when you appeared in my life. Little sunshine shines my soul. Gives it a cosy feeling. I looked up, and see I was standing where I and you first met. I write a small message and attached it onto the bus shelter's pillar, where I stood behind to avoid that rain.
The day after, I got there and see a tiny note under my words. It was you!
"Sorry cant tell earlier
Be bak next year dont worry
Just think about times before
Stop tears, smile and wait
*contact: yourbestfriend....@.... .com"
How could you know I was crying? I don't care, I only want to wait for you, until the day you appeared again. But now, while i'm waiting for you, I'll regularly send messages to your new mailbox and look for your replies.
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