| I give people too much credit or merit, whichever comes first. Having too much faith in people, I feel, is a fatal flaw stemmed from naive belief that the world will always see you in the light you wish to present. You present your best foot and almost always expect it to be reciprocal. (If that makes any sense.)
The past few weeks have been filled with expectation — holding certain people and things on a pedestal, putting time and energy into feigned ambitions, and ultimately playing the game terribly, terribly wrong. It all centered around the faith I wanted to have in people — “I don’t believe you. I’ll see for myself.” Benefit of doubt, you’re a habit I’m soon giving up on. Whatever the case, Spring Break is all about snuggling up to Sex in the City, studying, binge sleeping, truth or dare, hunting eggs, studying, making delicious breakfasts, eating, working, spending time with better friends, and studying. Did I mention studying? (I really should forget studying; pop a nice cold beer, find myself a bowl of nuts and watch a good basketball game. Or is that for football?) Half-kidding |